jinsheen’s posterous

To hit before May 2010

Buffalo once more for the brother
DC - Sharmin/Wei Loon/Joey if he's still around
Boston - Edy? Sherry? Who lives there?
Florida to see Wendy
NYC - Will, Dahlia, Devidas, MSF?
 

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I hope no one at work has access to this

I think i will roll off permanently after i am done with this project.
 
1 year stint doing ministry of some sort else where + more
 
Go back to school
See how it goes.
 
Holy cow i am actually quite excited.
 
Prayers please!

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Lately

The desire to be somewhere else is back again.
 
Jean recommended i pursue the calling i've been having for years now.
I wonder if there is a right time for it.
 
Quit my job, screw immigration status and just go somewhere unknown and do something unbelievable.
 
Ah, cest la vie

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Break and fix

Met Jean yesterday and she told me I like to keep things moving and I
like to get out of the bad phases I'm in quickly. Sometimes, too
quickly.

In some ways it is true, once I find that resolution or some point of
epiphany or logic its like a switch that just gets turned on or off.
Which is kinda scary.

Maybe it is time to sit a bit in here and find solace in him. I don't
know. But peace os awesome. It glides in like a fog and calms you :)

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I love rain

Like rain come down

He washes away our sins

It just reminds me of a cleansing of the earth :)
And the pitter patter is kinda soothing 

More importantly, it reminds me of home. 

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Out of sight

Out of mind. 

Not as easy as one might think. 

Sometimes absence makes the heart grow fonder. 

And i wish i can employ out of sight out of mind much better right now. 

In any case will be: 

- Buying a piano
- Picking up Rock Climbing again in St Louis!
- Reading
- Dancing - maybe i'll take a class in Chicago? 

AH, feel so nomadic. 

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I am the email monster

i am churning through my email much faster than anyone else i know. lol
 
Sigh. i think i have too much time in my hands.
 
 
 

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Best words heard today

He's either a or b, neither of which are worth your time and effort. 

Sometimes, some people are just not worth it I guess. 

Thanks for good word, Jason!

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In retrospect

I am more loved than i care to think
I am more appreciated than i seem to remember
I am more cared for than most i know
And yet I seek
I seek for more but i forget that i have been given much
I thank God for being with me since i was a child
And yet i forget Him when my selfishness came knocking on the door
I pray that I'll always remember this
He cares, loves, appreciates me more than any man can
And i know that I may not see, feel or hear him at all times
but He still
cares, loves and appreciates me more than any man could/will.

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Escape

This summer is almost like my "Do Everything before you..." summer for me.
I feel like i'm trying to achieve as many 'recreational','relationshpi building', 'relationship sustaining' goals before i ride off into the sunset doing something or going somewhere.
 
It's so weird. I have an idea what my next phase is going to look like.. I kinda have a plan in mind. But i feel like i'm stuck in the here and now constantly dreaming of the future when i can be in the next phase i want to be in already.
 
Sometimes i wish i didn't look so far ahead or think so much about before, now and after.
 
Why can't i just be blissfully ignorant?

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